E. coli infection?
This is not amusing. I am freaking tired, I hurt, and I have my first full blown hearings tomorrow ALL DAY. I am the butt of some cosmic joke right now. God is trying to tell me it was an accident that I found those red shoes. I wasn't meant to do this. I did something terribly wrong in my life in the last year or so. Something. Anything.
I will take Advil; I will take my medicine; I will breathe; I will get through tomorrow;I will do this.